Nademus Channeled Through Brenda Hill
Good day Entities! As you progress through the journey home, you encounter
many stops along the way. At these stops, you find respite from the pace,
time to rest within the contents of your reality and the ability to learn
from your path. On your journey you have done many things, thoughts many
thoughts and felt many emotions.
Along the way and for various reasons, you have made promises; promises
to yourself and promises to others. As children you would often promise
to be best friends with little Suzie then the next day promise to be best
friends with Beth. As you grow older, you promise to study before you go
out to play ball, and do just the opposite. As an adult you promise to
work 8 hours for your employer then perhaps “slough” off for
two of those. You promise to love and obey as you state your marriage vows
but how is love related to obeying?
So the idea of promise is an interesting concept to seek clarity upon.
For the concept feels like you are obligating yourself to the assigned
outcome of the statement of promise. It sounds like commitment. It sounds
undeniable. It sounds firm and unchanging. It sounds, well, human. It sounds
like ego is making its move. For though you may offer a promise with every
intention of fulfilling it in the moment you make it, when the actuality
of the promise is tested, sometimes you simply are not intent on fulfilling
it. Is it difficult to break? Ask yourself how difficult it is. Most of
you will answer that it depends. It depends on what it is, whom it is made
to and what the circumstances are. But if a promise holds the intention
of obligation, it also holds the energy of future. A promise is a projection
of intention into a future time and space that the promiser commits to
fulfill and the promisee then expects.
Now, let’s bring the idea home. Understanding ego will assist greatly
in understanding how promises do not hold up to the scrutiny of creation.
Your egos are extremely valuable aspects of your physical presence. They
were designed to assist in all aspects of the physical functioning and
ego is exemplary in that task. When it was that you as a species first
entered into this world to explore physicality, you and the ego were companions
in a task of joyful exuberance. But simply entering in this physical reality
required the lowering of your vibrational frequency to such a degree that
forgetfulness ensued. You began to forget your identity as divine source.
Your slowed down vibrations “lost” awareness of the connection
to source and, feeling the absence of the connection to your own divinity,
you began to seek out a means for guidance in the ways of maneuvering spiritually
in the physical world. Ego, who had served you so well in the physical,
became the likely candidate and offered it assistance. You took it and
the breaching of the capacity of ego began. Ego took on a role it simply
could not accommodate, but evolved and adapted to the illusion that it
could offer guidance on a spiritual basis. Obviously, it could not and
so the illusion grew and the ego grew and because you have given your allegiance
to the ego, you became more and more disassociated with spirit. And so
began a period for mankind in which ego ruled.
Ego thrives in offering the appearance of glory in the future and in lamenting
the choices made in the past. It does not work from the Now Moment because
love lives in the Now Moment and love and ego do not coexist in the same
space. So with ego’s focus in the past and the future, your allegiance
to ego consistently takes your energetic focus from the only moment in
which your personal power lies. That is the Now Moment where God, your
divinity, lives.
So promises are made from ego as promises are always made - with future
intent. They are illusory. You could call them soft commitments and they
seem so easy to break or change. If promises are illusory, then what is
it that is intended in the moment? Commitment. True commitment - that which
holds the energy of love and reality and clarity. Commitments are made
from the Now moment and in the Now Moment with results and outcomes in
the Now Moment holding the true meaning of life. That is called the present
and it is the gift of committing to love which is the basis of all life
and the foundation of who you are.
When you are in the clarity of the focused moment you hold pinpoint clarity
of intention. Then that intention lives in the moment rather than being
relegated to some illusory future made from a part of you that cannot know
your divine self in the divine now moments of being. So, promises reveal
a certain consciousness and spiritual condition. Commitments assert your
truth and your intentionality to thrive in God’s moment.
As you think about the promises you have made to yourself over your life,
it is staggering how many have been broken. And please, do not feel that
you must verbalize that you are promising yourself something in order that
it be a promise. When you say I am going to do something, or I will never
do that again or I will exercise every day or I will be a better parent,
lover, mate, friend, worker, you are making an energetic promise. Remembering
that promises are made from your ego state, with illusory results, there
is no firm condition of creation from which to launch your creations; there
is only a vague idea.
When you make an absolute or energetic promise to yourself or others and
you do not uphold that promise, what occurs? You generate guilt. You lose
trust in yourself. You establish destructive patterns of behavior and you
begin to overwhelm yourselves with a sense of failing in simple everyday
things. How can you ever manage to be more, if every time you promise to
be more, you come up short. Certainly, you sometimes fulfill your promises
or obligations to the your future. Each of you, to various degrees based
on personality or self-discipline, will indeed strive to fulfill every
promise ever made by you. But at what cost? For when you are living for
and in the future, your personal power is not behind the passion of the
launch. It may be there for the initial launch of the idea, but because
you are operating where there is no personal power, it loses the momentum
because your passion is what fuels the excitement to achieve and follow
through. When your passion cools because the promise, or soft commitment,
did not retain its passionate meaning to you in the moment, then you punish
yourself and when you punish you, you are not loving, and when you are
not loving you are in fear, and when you are in fear you are about as slowed
down on your journey home as you can possibly be.
So change your patterns by the pinpoint clarity of your energetic focus
and live in love and light in your Now Moment, operate from your power
place and create life in the fashion of committing to the moment. This
is no way or fashion negates the potential of creating long-term goals
or plans. With these, you are putting forth from the Now Moment the excitement
and passion of a dream. When you achieve your dream from a powerful place,
you do so from committing your way there in the Now Moment. You do so by
loving your way there, continuously creating and responding to the power
you hold as God.
I invite you to recapture your truth in the moment and direct your energy
to the pinpoint focus of commitment to love and fulfillment of dreams,
and glorious interactions will naturally and comfortably ensue. I invite
you to remember who you are. I invite you Home. I bid you adieu. With God
you are and I am.
© 2003
by Brenda Hill
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